Unexpected Changes

At the encouragement of family, friends, and readers I am making my attempt to get back into blogging.  I have actually tried writing this post for weeks now and always stop because I don't know if I should be honest and say why my life is such a mess right now or just continue to be vague until I'm ready to talk about it.  And the more I think about it, the more I feel I just need to face it head on and put it out there.  Almost like ripping off a band-aid quickly, instead of dragging it out.

.....I am getting divorced.  Just typing that sentence is extremely painful and harder than I could ever describe.  I never, ever, ever, ever imagined I would be someone that would have to use that word, let alone so soon into my marriage, but here I am and this is now my reality.  I won't get into details, but I will say that this is not something I wanted or something I was expecting.  It's been a very dark and sad time in my life but inspite of my sadness, I am very grateful for my amazingly supportive family and friends who are carrying me through it.  And I just have to keep hope and faith in where my life will take me.  It's scary not knowing what's to come, but I really do believe the saying "What doesn't kill you makes you stronger." 

So here is my attempt at getting back into blogging because it truly is something I have come to love and enjoy.  Something that makes me happy, which is what I need right now.

 
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